...all alone...

where the fuck are my parents? ITS 12:30 AM AND THEY AREN'T HOME.

THIS.

NEVER.

HAPPENS.

and on the day im supposed to meet kaiju too...

this is no coincidence...

something bad is happening... i just know it...

will update later when i calm down from my short mental breakdown...

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alright, everyone is home now.

still... odd that they got home at 1 AM...

and then my dad HAD to point out the fact that tonight is when the moon is closest to the earth AND that it is a full moon.

hooray... full super moon (as he called it)

when we went out side to look at it, there was a VERY definite ring of clouds around it... too dark to take a picture of it though... but it looked like a giant fucking eye.

call me superstitious, but there is no way that can be a good omen...

im having second thoughts about meeting with kaiju now... but i have to go through with it... but i will be VERY cautious... probably to a faulty degree... *sigh*

anyway, im gonna try to calm my nerves and then sleep

-Matthew