i won't even pretend for a moment that i forgot about this thing. i will, however tell you what the hell ive been up to.

after my rather sudden drop off the face of the planet a while back, i did some thinking. things were nice for a while and i could let my mind actually stretch and do its little routine of taking things a bit too far. yeah i had a bit of weirdness that i posted, but that was during my whole "wtf is wrong with my mind am i being followed why should i care" phase.... might say more on that later.

anyway, i came to the conclusion of slendy not actually following me at all. how did i do that? well im glad you asked. none of it happened.

that's right. it was all in my head. i wanted to believe it so therefore i did. and you know what, it was a massive relief to me. i could smile again with genuine bliss. sure now i realize that i was CRAZY but that's a small price to pay for freedom, dont you think?

so yeah, i graduated yesterday from high school and i am quite proud of myself... today i looked at my email and saw a message from this site. and i debated for a bit if i should come back or not. as you can see, i did.

i don't know why im back, i mean i was only crazy and thusly have nothing to contribute here anymore. maybe it has to do with the whole "im still attached to you guys" deal, but i doubt it; all of my so-called friendships were forged in a state of hysteria.

i dont mean to put you guys down... i still believe a few of you are being followed by that thing, but i know now that it could probably just be more insanity or something... i dunno...

now then... i think im gonna get all caught up on all of your crazy things.