i was gonna have big long epic post. but im fucking tired.
so here it is: what happened last night
i left my roof and walked toward slendy. i didnt show any emotion and didnt carry any weapons. fuck, i even smiled at him. he tilted his head in that magical way.
"Hey there, dude" (yeah i called him dude)
he just stared at me. looked confused really. i laughed at him. he tilted his head the other way and i heard... a voice in my head, smooth and melodic.
"why arent you afraid of me?"
ok yeah, that scared the shit out of me.
"because i have nothing left to lose."
"Because i lost my entire family and everyone i ever knew. hell, the people i know on the internet are barely helping" (sorry guys, thats just what i told him... i... might have meant it at the time... but i... fuck it...)
"are you alone then?"
"would you like to be in my family?"
i scoffed and turned away. he started saying things in my head, about how great it would be and all that shit. i walked away calmly, back to the malicious eldritch abomination.
called back to him as i walked away
"See ya later, slendy"
i dont know who is confused more; me or him.
also; why didnt he kill me? maybe to keep teh Tulpa effect? or possibly to try to make me a proxy? i dunno...
might have hallucinated the entire thing....
will post more things to keep me sane tomorrow...